28/3/2018 Hyvinkää, Finland
It is indeed unbelievably horrible what is going on at my birthplace – Xinjiang Uyghur autonomous region, China. Innocent people like my parent are suffering because of their ethnicity. My parent and most other who lacked into the so called re-education camps are regular people without political ambitions. Like most people they want having peaceful life, try to avoid unnecessary problems, continuing their basic retirement daily rhythms. They go for shopping, cooking, eating, having small talks etc. Now I don’t know whether they are alive or…
It feels like forever I lost contact with them. Almost everyone else in there have deleted me from their WeChat, blacklist me in their contact list. It is like information black hole, nothing coming out from there. Unknowing is horrifying, it is the most terrible psychological torture, possibilities give you room for imagination, and your brain starts to amplify the worst possibilities to its limits. I really miss my parents hope they are safe and sound!
It is very sad to hear all this sort of heart breaking stories. What a shame to see lots of Uyghur still keep their voices down and keep the tragedies happen to their families as secret. Situation getting worse by years, people keep silence whatever happen to them, they are too tame to stand up for their own rights. Silence did not give what they want, they are not granted to have civilian rights, they are even not respected as human being. Terrible political mistakes have pushed us to the edge of the cliff, if we don’t fight for our right, for our family, we will fall to the depths of the cliff, what will wait for us will be death without dignity. The best way of fight against evil is love, hate will not cure hate, darkness cannot drive out darkness only the light can do that.
Suppression of the Chinese authority causes nationalism among Uyghur minority. More pressure authority use to crack down the Uyghur national identity make Uyghurs uniting together like a rock. I hope Chinese authority learn to be smart and try wise policies to soften the situation. First of all, release everyone they lacked into concentration camps, release the Uyghur scholars like Ilham Tohti. Blood can not wash blood out, only the water can. The situation is like ticking time bomb, no one know when it will explodes. Discrimination, unfair treatment will awaken to hatred, and terrorists uses the hatred of the persecuted to implement their dirty political plot. I don’t want the place where I was born to become a pustule of terrorism.
<The Guardian> reports China “holding at least 120,000 Uyghurs in re-education camps” Unbelievable! What is happening to the world?! Chaos and tragedies all over the world. But we are keeping our silence, just like nothing happen. I understand that people get tired of listening, watching and reading tragedies and sad news from TV, radio, internet and from news papers. I understand they may not pay much attention to the Uyghur people, because the Uyghur people are far away from them, they are not directly connected or related with them. But it makes me confused and embarrassing see that Uyghurs keep themself silent?! Why? Is it because nothing happen to them? No, I know lots of Uyghurs who are now experiencing darkest period of their life, their parents and relatives are locked in re-education camps or imprisoned, or even killed. I don’t call anyone to hate, but I hope they can speak out, tell the world what is happening! It is very normal to witness what you have experienced. I am not calling anyone for concession or for violence, my message is simple and clean: speak out, break the silence! Tell what is happen to you and your family!
Still they keep their silence, because fears have deeply entered their souls, the fear comes from unfair treatment, comes from distrust. This fear in silence likely to become gunpowder barrel of the big explosion, this is what we most do not want. Communication is the key to solving problems peacefully, witnessing their experience is the beginning of communication.
The fear of the God is the beginning of wisdom, our God is the God of everything, He who created the world just by word. Fear Him alone and put your total trust on Him. He, Who is your Lord will help you and guide you to the freedom.
Dear Lord, please always protect my parents with your carrying hand, You are my only hope and helper, Only You are able to do wonders and miracles. You are loving and living God, ones again show me your miracles and help my parents to be released from the
dark hole of “re-education camp” as alive and as healthy. Dear Lord, please do not allow the evil test me with difficulties like it tests Job. I am weak and I am already on my limit.
May Your Name praise on earth like It is praised in heaven, You are the Lord of both world and You are the One who create and care with love. Glory to your Name the most Loving and Merciful. Amen